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September 22, 2004


Iím not feeling all that attractive lately. I didnít care when I was pregnant, but now that the baby is here, I am becoming increasingly aware of it. Itís depressing and I donít like it. I canít remember the last time a guy flirted with me. What makes it even worse is that I feel bad for feeling bad about not getting a lot of opposite sex attention. Like, how lame am I for caring whether or not people flirt with me. But I canít help it. I donít think itís wrong to want other people to notice you, but I donít think itís something I should be concerned with, even though it is, which makes me feel like an insecure loser. Itís all a vicious cycle that I donít know how to break.

I need to start getting back to the gym is what I need to do.

Posted by christa at September 22, 2004 04:18 PM


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