A lover I don’t have to love
I’m back! And so happy. I desperately loved being in New England but Colorado’s home now.
Plus I’ve got a lot of dick lined up.
Loljk.
OR AM I??
For reals tho I actually am in a delightful little situation right now. One that has surprised and overwhelmed me with its intensity. He is taking up all my focus and energy. Running on a constant loop in my head. And I am loving every. single. second.
I know it won’t last. This magical bubble will pop sooner or later. The spell will be broken. And we’ll be back in the real world.
But we made a promise to each other. To forget the inevitable and simply enjoy the moment while we’re in it. We’re floating inches above the people underneath.
So yeah. that’s what we’re doing.
And you know, if some tiny secret piece of me is toying with the absurd thought that maybe there is no bubble and maybe MAYBE this is the way it’s supposed to be? It’s okay. That secret piece is foolish and silly but part of this moment, too, and I won’t pop the bubble. I’ll let it be, to run its course.
Guys. He is so cute. so cute. I deserve this.