Coming to an end

By christa 14 April, 2023 random

I’m real sad to be leaving tomorrow. I considered extending my stay another day or two but my room isn’t available tomorrow night, plus it would cost a lot to change my flight. So I’ll just go home.

Sigh.

I walked around SJC a lot today, and then, when I got back to the hotel after dinner, I walked around the beach in Dana Point. Boy do I love the night ocean.

All the work stuff aside, I’ve enjoyed being here immensely. It feels nice to be someone else for a few days. Watching TV is weirdly better in a hotel, even though the channels suck. All the cute little toiletries. Someone making my bed. The fitness center. And even though I’m alone, it all feels sexy.

When I imagine what it would be like if I was here with someone, a guy I actually liked, a guy I wanted to be with… it’s like “nope.” I don’t want to be here with someone, I like being here by myself.

Well, maybe a quick visit for some sexy hotel sex would be alright. but then you gotta go.

It is possible I will be traveling more now for work stuff, we’ll see. I don’t think I’d like it that much. Now and then is fun but I like being at home.

I took a lot of really good notes today:

Now let’s talk about my bruins. Don’t you love them so much.

Dear Orange County

By christa 12 April, 2023 random

I love you so much, I’ve never stopped loving you, not once, not all these years. There are too many people in you and you’ve changed in the 20+ years we’ve been apart. But you’re still you and I want to be with you.

I’ve changed too, you know. I’m not the same silly girl I used to be. I am LEADERSHIP now. I am a THOUGHT LEADER.

Should we give it another go?