Maybe it’s not totally over?
So he definitely pulled back. I’m not making that up or imagining it. He definitely withdrew. Which I get. We got real caught up in each other real quick and neither one of us is exactly the “let’s be in love” type, so if it wasn’t him it would’ve been me.
He’s sniffing at me again, lingering around at my edges, testing out his boundaries. And tonight he let me back in, so I let him back in.
Lord have mercy did it feel good. I want to relive it over and over again. this man knows how to push my buttons.
But now I need to go to bed, it’s late and I’ve been getting crummy sleep the past week so I’m real tired and I need my beauty rest–I’ve got more dates and auditions lined up. And I can’t do 4-5 hours anymore. Need real sleep.
So I’ve got my crotch pillow and nugget curled up against me and so good night
(Not pictured: nugget)
Also last night when the denver nuggets won, my dog nugget got so very excited about everyone cheering for her and shouting her name and celebrating her. She’s a little denver nugget!
You’re welcome Colorado!
Also fuck you Florida. Haha you stupid assholes. watching you lose last night to the nuggets and then tonight to Bruce Cassidy’s golden knights… well that is almost as good as my tinder crush gathering me back into his orbit. Almost.