Someone please help me
I’ve lost all dignity. I know he’s walking away and I knew this was coming and I should just let it go. instead I’m throwing everything at the wall, praying something sticks. But it’s all sliding hopelessly helplessly horribly to the floor.
Have I no shame? Apparently not. jesus christa, what is wrong with you. Dig deep and find some pride and self-respect will you.
I’m not too worried, I’ll get through this embarrassing mortifying time, as I always do. And then, for the next several months, as I lay in bed, I will pore over every detail, every moment, every shameful thing I said and did, and it will crush me, it will destroy me, it will burn me to the ground. and then I’ll rise like a phoenix from the ash. Fly christa! Fly!!!
But omg omg look loooooooook look
Ahhhhhh!!! I need to go. I need to go. I need this to happen. I need this more than I’ve ever needed anything in my life.
I DESERVE GOOD THINGS.