sleep to dream
I take ambien when needed, but I always end up regretting it. or rather my bank account regrets it.
This time I bought three records, a concert ticket, expensive shampoo and who knows what else.
I am excited for the concert though. The National. That will make three concerts for me, all in the same year.
don’t mess with post pandemic Christa, I’m wild and crazy. Look at me having sex, going to concerts, wearing birks. You can’t stop this. You can’t.
A friend said something to me the other day at lunch and it really got me thinking. We were talking about the new guy and even though she knows I’m just wanting something real casual, she said “you are way more excited about this than someone who wants something casual” and so now I’m all backward and upsides down. Threw me for a loop. is it true?? Do I want more than casual?
I have to really think on this for a bit.