I never write anymore. The drugs have moved on. The days swallowed my youth. How is it I made so many choices and lived so many lives and yet managed to never embrace any one path.
Where it used to be loud now there is silence. You hear nothing, no one, just the scratching at the door. Don’t let it wake you. Be still.
Be still.
You know there will never be quiet. There is only this silence.
I cannot help you.
So sleep.
i miss the noise
sleep
I’ve excluded BET from my channel list. BUT! I have the NBA channel on there.
Me and my besties, doing what we love most
likes: recycling, John Mayer, white wine, anything with Katherine Heigl, mother nature, Katy Perry, body glitter
dislikes: internet dating sites, ick!, guys who don’t put down the toilet seat, eww!, girls who refuse to wear makeup, blech!, wrinkles, ugh! pedophiles, boo!
favorite color: purple
favorite makeup: turkish delight lip gloss by NARS or DiorShow Mascara
favorite outfit: anything Kim Kardashian wears! LOL!
favorite food: Spaghetti Alla Vongole
favorite restaurant: Le Bernardin
so apparently my last post made it seem like I have a kidney issue and need dialysis. no. my mother has a kidney disease and is now on dialysis. I was feeling bad because I’m so far away and she barely knows my kids. Overall, I was just feeling guilty.
But lots of people live for a long time on dialysis and it’s not like it’s chemo or anything, so it’s all good. I mean, not GOOD, but she’ll be fine. I’ll be fine. thank you for your concern. very kind of you.
I AM SORRY FOR MAKING YOU THINK IT WAS ME.
also, I’m shutting down loafe. so you better quick get your fill and eat lots of your favorite loafe before it goes away. for help on the best of loafe, visit my handy link there on the side–best of loafe, VOL 1. I never made it to VOL 2.