I’m watching a movie last night on TV (ugh, the dumbest movie ever but I watched THE WHOLE THING and hated myself for it, Nancy Drew, it was just horrid, in so many ways, and today I had to take a lot of drugs to get over it) and a scene unfolds where the boy character and the girl character are looking at each other, their gazes brimming with such operatic, cinematic passion, and slowly wordlessly they move in together for the big kiss.
A moment like that has never happened to me. I’ve been intimate with a fair number of individuals, but I’ve never been staring at someone with such intensity and unspoken desire and have that turn into some deep, amazing, dimension bending kiss. never ever ever.
Does this happen for other people? Have any of you been with someone and suddenly find yourself in a moment; music swells around you, everything softens & lightens, eyes lock, bodies lean in, mouths open slightly, and then you’re both kissing, in perfect time, beat for beat, breath for breath?
Because I want one of those moments and I don’t know if it’s me, if I’m the loser nerd in this equation, hooking up with a bunch of other loser nerds, or if these moments occur only on celluloid and I need not feel so bad.
- jesus loves fireworks and hot dogs. and me.
- don’t leave a message after the beep.