Ryland is rolling like crazy now, back to front, front to back, over and over, all around the floor. He keeps getting stuck and then yells to be fixed. It is very cute and fun and such a big boy thing to do.
My friend Tiffany forwarded me an email from last year at this time, when I had sent her pictures of my first ultrasound. My little Ry guy, when he was just a teeny tiny little bud. It’s bringing up all sorts of things in me. And I realized something. I am happy. I don’t have a lot of money and my life is far from ideal and I’m cranky a lot because of sleep and stress. But I’m happy damn it and nothing can take that away.
I am just so in love with my baby. We have such a good time, every single day, and I am unbelievably lucky to be with him. I suppose I am sacrificing a lot to be at home with him right now, but it’s the best thing for both of us. I will have to be back at work eventually and I look at that time sadly, but right now we’re happy and loving each other. He won’t remember these early months, but I will. And maybe deep down, he will, too.
This morning before he woke up he was dreaming and he was laughing. He was laughing in his sleep and it just made me supremely happy. Boy did I finally do something right.
I did a quick redesign of loafe, based on a template I found somewhere. I just have to do some exporting of my movable type entries to this new wordpress format I am going to use and then I’ll be done. I’ll miss movable type though. Not that I really know how to use it. But MT has been good to me.
I am thinking of getting a new computer soon and I really want a Mac. Maybe one of those new Mac minis. Anyone have any opinions about Mac vs PC?
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