May 6
what do you desire?

Nothing is at last sacred but the integrity of your own mind. -Ralph Waldo Emerson

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the colorado avalanche are nothing but a bunch of dirty-playing losers who have ugly girlfriends/wives and small penises and I hate them and I hope they all die. this isn't really a news update since we all already know the avs suck major dick.


 

9:46am

I started this entry yesterday afternoon after getting some much needed rest, but then everyone came over and soon it was mayhem and now it's Saturday morning and here I am.

can't seem to kick whatever it was I had before, been feeling so sickish lately. stomach sick, dizziness, out of it. lack of sleep maybe or eating dairy probably. Actually, I think it is because I do not get nearly enough canadian love.

oh I go so very soon now and I can't hardly wait. Everything will slow down and relax a little once I get out of Boston. I've been letting loose a little too much lately, having a little too much fun, acting stupid WAY too much. However, I have until Wed to continue this path of TOO MUCH and then I shall return to the path of righteousness set forth by ... umm ... well, I just like saying righteousness.

I read something the other day about some company owning the rights to the word "entrepreneur". This disturbs me for many reasons, but mostly because a word is a word and no one can OWN it or have RIGHTS to it. Words and languages aren't products and commodities that are bought and sold. I understand trademarking and registering rights to logos and certain phrases that are company-related, but words? WORDS? gimme a break.

I actually don't know how this owning rights to words business works, so I should maybe look into that before I start complaining about it. Don't get me wrong, I love looking like a jackass, but I am actually curious about it, so learning shall henceforth take place.

Sharing bathrooms with anyone is an evil that should never exist. Sharing bathrooms with boys is just cruel and unusual punishment, worse than almost anything in the entire world. Because boys are gross and they pee all over the place and let their nasty hair go everywhere and they're just gross. icky and gross. boys are icky and gross, you hear me?

If I owe you email, as I am sure I do, then I apologize and I promise that I will continue to ignore you and not write back. So don't worry.

Neely is sleeping off in a-m's bed and she's snoring. she snores apparently. loud too. snore snore snore. It makes me laugh. when guys snore, I get irritated. neely snoring makes me laugh, I find it very cute.

alright I am getting sleepy now. after I wake up, I'm gonna do stupid errands and busywork things that I've neglected all week, stock up on kitty supplies for a-m while I'm gone, maybe consider washing some clothes although really I doubt it, clean, start packing, masturbate probably, play with Fargo, watch TV, eat some food, try to think of ways to earn many many dollars in quick easy steps (maybe hundreds of tiny classified ads?), exercise, shower, go to the charles and lay on the grass and bask in the warm warm sun and enjoy it, because once I get to AZ it isn't gonna be warm warm enjoyable sun, but rather bastard hot pulsating sun that makes you want to strip down to your very bones, call my family, and anything else that comes along.

I heart you.

 

 

I use this box for lists. christa's cafe is lists! sweet magical tasty lists!

For every list, there is an anti-list. I actually don't know what that means.
but who really cares? exactly.

I wonder what my stupid lists have to do with a cafe. Cause I called this christa's cafe. there isn't a connection. I wish I had saved some of the lists from my old crazy-list-making days.

11 lies I often tell myself:
-you look really fat
-you look really thin
-you're quite smart
-you have a lovely sense of fashion
-you are a complete loser
-you've got it together
-you will never have meaningless sex again
-you will send package today
-you will send package tomorrow
-you will cease your self-pitying obsession
-you will never eat dairy or meat again

but can you really call it lying to myself if I know I'm lying?

 

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