April 27
who will break me?

The degree and kind of sexuality of a human being reaches up into the ultimate pinnacle of his spirit. -Friedrich Nietzsche

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this is my watch, that I use, for telling time and stuff.


 

7:36pm

New thursday night TV tonight! Actually, all I watch is Friends and ER. But it's still all new! I had a lot of fun last night eating my salad and fruit and watching Dawson's Creek and then Felicity. I didn't have to think about anyone or anything and it was nice and quiet and good. I could never truly express my love for television and do it justice.

So school's out. I guess I should have used that for a news update, but I'm all about breaking the rules. No more classes. All papers, all finals are done. Summer break. I just had a huge coughing fit right now. I forgot what I was going to say.

I read that MBTA wants to hike up fares, the subway from $.85 to $1.00, buses from $.60 to $.75. The commuter rail fares, too, but I forgot what those were. All I can say is bad bad bad. no hike. no more money. I'm already broke. fifteen cents may not seem like much, but it actually is. That's a lot of fucking money. They had one of the guys talking about it on TV, going on and on about how the price increase would be good because it would mean cleaner, more reliable, more efficient, better blah blah crappy crap let me feed you more bullshit because we all know that not a damn thing will change except you will be paying more money. Maybe I'd be okay with a five cent increase. Or maybe I'd be okay with their fifteen cents if they kept the subways running till 3am and I didn't have to sit and wait for forty minutes for a stupid bus and the drivers were all cute, sexy boys with cute, sexy accents who told me how beautiful and sexy I was everytime I climbed aboard their ride.

Hey, you could even take "climbed aboard their ride" and make it sexual.

People can be so unbelievably irritating. "I'm going to start hating people in advance. It saves time."

I keep trying to make bargains with my body. I'll tell her that if she lets me go five minutes...no TEN minutes, without coughing I will take her to the jacuzzi at the gym. She's not listening. Or she doesn't care. So then I said "If you stop letting the muscus drain from my nose to my throat while I sleep, I will feed you M&Ms." Well, I gave her M&Ms but I still have drainage. I tried salad and orange juice, but she's being a disagreeable little bitch. I'm out of ideas. She can do what she wants and I'm gonna do what I want and that's just the way it goes.

okay, seriously. I just got through another rotten coughing fit. It's go time.

 

I use this box for lists. christa's cafe is lists! sweet magical tasty lists!

For every list, there is an anti-list. I actually don't know what that means.
but who really cares? exactly.

what was bought last night at StarMarket (grocery store):
-fresh salad (1.53 lb @ 3.99lb) $6.10
-cat toy $2.59 (which Fargo LOVES)
-TV Guide $1.99
-Self (magazine) $2.99
-pizza slice $1.50 (I picked the cheese off though)
-bag of M&Ms $1.25 (I gave to Anne Marie so I wouldn't eat them all)

-fresh fruit (1.58 lb @ 3.99lb) $6.30
-whole wheat bread $2.29 (100% whole wheat)
-10 cans of cat food $ 3.75
-lactaid 100% fat free milk $2.79
(cause I'm lactose intolerant)
-ritz crackers $3.19
-orange juice $2.59 (with calcium and NO PULP!)
-sourdough bread $2.49
-apple juice $2.09
-sharp cheddar cheese $1.99 (I don't even EAT cheese)
-mint chocolate chip frozen yogurt $4.19 (this will make me sick)

Total: $48.36 (USD)
hmmm. I bolded the items that I probably should not have bought. So in addition to making a budget, I need to watch what I spend at the store, which I guess is part of making a budget. Note to christa: learn just exactly what a "budget" is.

 

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