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12:53 AM EST
no
one is to take up Nick on
his request/offer for a date for Fray Day. it is vitally important
that he remain dateless otherwise I have to kill someone and I really
just don't want to have to do that.
unless
you are a really cute boy. that would be okay. then I encourage
a Fray Day date with Nick and kisses afterward.
okay,
I misquoted yesteday. it isn't nothing golden stays, it is "nothing
gold can stay" and it is robert frost and I am a big loon.
Nothing
Gold Can Stay
by Robert Frost
Natures first green is gold.
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower
But only so an hour.
So leaf subsides to leaf
So Eden sank to grief
As dawn goes down today,
Nothing gold can stay.
that
is the saddest poem.
so
I finally went to my mailbox downtown and I had lots of mail but
only ONE THING was from a loafe reader but he already knows me so
he doesn't count and no one else sent me anything not even a stupid
fucking postcard from their stupid fucking town jesus what is wrong
with you people?
I
am just really disappointed, that's all I am saying.
I
saw a movie (not a plot/fiction movie though) and it was margaret
cho doing her stand up show thingie from SF and it was so funny.
and it was sad too, in a good way. she's my new favoritest person
right now.
I
want to go away for a weekend with a boy. I'd like for it to be
my fiance thom but he's busy recording and doing that whole musician
thing right now, so in his place I want a very particular boy but
that particular boy is pretty much wholly, totally and completely
unavailabe to me in so many ways.
so
instead I'll spend my weekend with my unbelievably adorable cats
and pretend the great love of my life is in the shower, waiting
for me.
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