12:11 AM EST
number
of things/ideas that christian
likes to steal from me: one hundred trillion billion.
we
went to home depot today to have keys made. ummm...I love home depot.
I walk in and just stare in awe and wonder, and I start salivating.
I want to buy everything in there. I want to build stuff and make
stuff and fix stuff and just use it all. I was walking up and down
the aisles (looking for cork pieces and not finding them) and saying
"oh, I need that, I need that too and that and that, i wanna
buuuiiiiild stuff, ahhhh..." I bought one thing. This longish,
thinish shelf. it was two dollars and fifty cents (american money).
I am going to put it on top of two crates so I have a nice solid
resting place for my computer. right now it's sitting on boxes next
to my bed (I don't have a desk or anything here).
I
am not sure if falling towards something that will be impossible
to escape is a good thing or a bad thing.
It's
been decided. For Halloween this year, we're using the theme of
"Peanuts" and I am going to be Peppermint Patty. This
makes me so happy and excited, you have no idea. I want to be Peppermint
Patty. I've told two people this piece of information and both of
them thought I was talking about the candy. York peppermint patties
are quite tasty. I could never possibly match up to such yumminess.
if
you're curious, I am cold and sleepy right now.
my
room smells good right now. it has this candle/incense/ancient smell
to it because my candles and incense have this sort of ancient smell
to them. it isn't an overwhelming scent, just a sort of drifting
fleeting scent that you sometimes catch and sometimes don't. it
makes me think of autumn and winter and cold and christmas and longing
and blankets and desire. I wish it would stay this way, but it won't.
because nothing golden stays.
neila
gave me a bite of her big kit kat and I didn't like it. I like regular
kit kats but I did not like the big kit kat.
I
need to go downtown and check my mailbox. maybe there is a package
full of lots and lots of money and I go to the store and buy toys
and furniture for my kitties and lots of books and everything in
home depot.
I
owe so many people an email. I should do that but I think instead
I'll go to sleep and dream about elfs and poker games and farms
and fake plastic rings and travellers and gypsies and best friends.
you can come with me loafe. the rest of you, go to your own beds.
jeez.

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