{"id":441,"date":"2007-02-25T23:46:56","date_gmt":"2007-02-26T03:46:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loafe.com\/?p=441"},"modified":"2007-02-25T23:46:56","modified_gmt":"2007-02-26T03:46:56","slug":"a-pattern-to-my-madness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/?p=441","title":{"rendered":"a pattern to my madness"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>here&#8217;s something interesting, I think that maybe I&#8217;ve discovered a pattern. It seems that approx every ten years or so I go crazy. Then I seek help and get better and improve my life (well, relatively speaking, it is me we&#8217;re talking about after all). Okay, it isn&#8217;t really a pattern. But just around 10 years ago I lost my mind and destroyed hundreds of lives. And now, 10 years later, I&#8217;m doing it again, just in different ways.<\/p>\n<p>Like how being a parent never gets easier or harder as the kids get older; it just changes and brings a new set of issues.<\/p>\n<p>No, actually though, it DOES feel like a pattern, every ten or so years I go a little nutty and then find my way to the other side. Hm. I&#8217;ll have to check in when I&#8217;m 42. It&#8217;s kind of interesting. <\/p>\n<p>I already said that, but that&#8217;s because I find it so interesting. Thank god this is my freaking site, eh?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>here&#8217;s something interesting, I think that maybe I&#8217;ve discovered a pattern. It seems that approx every ten years or so I go crazy. Then I seek help and get better&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-441","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/441","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=441"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/441\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=441"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=441"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=441"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}