{"id":373,"date":"2006-08-15T23:47:44","date_gmt":"2006-08-16T03:47:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loafe.com\/?p=373"},"modified":"2006-08-15T23:50:28","modified_gmt":"2006-08-16T03:50:28","slug":"a-real-job","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/?p=373","title":{"rendered":"a real job?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have an interview in the morning for a regular, full-time job at a non-profit nurses organization. Not sure exactly what the association is or does, but the job itself would be graphic design type things, and apparently knowledge of nursing and\/or health care in general is not necessary.<\/p>\n<p>I am quite ambivalent about this interview. Well, not the interview so much as the actual job. I can do the work; it&#8217;s the idea of going back full-time again that has me feeling a bit wary. It&#8217;s arousing all sorts of bad mother vs good mother, daycare vs home care, selfishness vs guilt, money vs no money, adult interaction vs kid stuff all day type dilemmas, really to the point of ridiculousness. It&#8217;s just a frigging job interview!<\/p>\n<p>And who knows if I&#8217;ll even get the lousy thing. I&#8217;ll just do the interview and then go from there. Who knows what will happen.<\/p>\n<p>The idea of using half my earnings from this job to send Ry to daycare isn&#8217;t exactly thrilling, but worrying about that now is fruitless. Hopefully I won&#8217;t act like a total moron at the interview. I&#8217;m really quite the bumbling fool these days when it comes to adult conversations.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have an interview in the morning for a regular, full-time job at a non-profit nurses organization. Not sure exactly what the association is or does, but the job itself&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-373","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/373","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=373"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/373\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=373"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=373"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=373"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}