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So today was Simon’s birthday (I guess technically yesterday but whatever). I miss him. It makes me sad we aren’t even friends anymore. Cause I’ll always love him. He was my whole world. And then he wasn’t. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I hope one day we’ll see each other again. We will, right? I mean how can we just never ever talk again? That seems absurd. One day. One more time. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

It’s the new blink 182 song, I had been thinking about him today driving to downtown, and then that song came on the radio, and I just really felt it. It hit kinda hard. And where he used to be is now just a hollow emptiness. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

My best friend. I could tell him anything. He knew me in ways no one else did. He understood me. And I understood him. That sounds dumb. So dumb. But I don’t know how else to describe it. He changed me, and my life, in so many ways, big and small. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

It was November when he first visited. There was a day of the dead festival in Tucson. For all its flaws, Tucson knows how to do a day of the dead processional.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

and then today I stumbled into the Denver’s day of the dead festival. I wasn’t there for that, I didn’t even know it was happening. We were downtown wandering around, visiting museums, and then suddenly there we were. It was just very serendipitous and wonderful and it made me happy. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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One day. One day. one more time. We’ll meet again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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