Okay it’s been one week. I haven’t done anything tragic or humiliating or terrible. I haven’t messaged him. I’ve only driven by his house 14 times. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m kidding! <\/p>\n\n\n\n
11 times. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
No no no. I’m being silly. It’s been 8 times. I have only driven by his house 8 times and only twice have I camped out overnight. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m growing, being such an adult. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It helps that I’ve been keeping busy and occupied with work and gym and other boys and obsessing over my looming uterus removal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe I’ll go get some Botox and dermal fillers. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
So I already knew this about me, but the past week has really driven it home. I need the approval and admiration and validation of men to feel good about myself. one boy doesn’t like me? I need three others to tell me how cute\/funny\/sexy\/smart I am. It is pathetic and I am disgusted with myself. But I am who I am. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I skipped the national for this jerk. THE NATIONAL. I can’t even look at myself. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe it’s not that I’m “too much” ERIKA maybe it’s that you aren’t ENOUGH. Maybe it is you who is lacking. Ever think about that? Huh? DIDJA? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
What’s that Sia song? Only a genius could love a woman like me. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ooh ooh! I’ve thought of a name for the new season. Hot heaux summer is gone. Now it’s time for me to fall into grace. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pretty good eh. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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