{"id":3353,"date":"2023-08-09T03:31:29","date_gmt":"2023-08-09T09:31:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/?p=3353"},"modified":"2023-08-09T03:31:53","modified_gmt":"2023-08-09T09:31:53","slug":"come-on-xanax","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/?p=3353","title":{"rendered":"Come on Xanax"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Work your magic. It&#8217;s 3am and I&#8217;m sitting here awake and going through old messages and pictures, and there is no numbness. Just aching. Come on!! I need you to be better! Work harder! Dull me!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I mentioned to him I got meds, to help deal with my anxiety and sadness, that I needed something to get me through these next few weeks. And you know what this mf&#8217;er asked? If I knew what was causing it. My anxiety. My little mental health crisis. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Are you serious? ARE YOU SERIOUS RIGHT NOW ? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>God damn these men. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My heart was safe, guarded, protected, untouched. Then I let you near. I let you in. I was soft and tender in your arms and you broke me and now you want to know why I&#8217;m in pieces on the ground? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Wtf. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Maybe I need to take another Xanax. I only have 20 tho! I need to be judicious. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>At least I have this lovely headstone that says welcome home, from my signed copy of Samantha irby&#8217;s newest book. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1800\" height=\"2400\" src=\"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/img_6718-1-1800x2400.jpg\" class=\"wp-image-3351\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/img_6718-1-1800x2400.jpg 1800w, https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/img_6718-1-900x1200.jpg 900w, https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/img_6718-1-113x150.jpg 113w, https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/img_6718-1-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/img_6718-1-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/img_6718-1-1536x2048.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/img_6718-1-scaled.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1800px) 100vw, 1800px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Work your magic. It&#8217;s 3am and I&#8217;m sitting here awake and going through old messages and pictures, and there is no numbness. Just aching. Come on!! I need you to&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3353","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3353","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3353"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3353\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3354,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3353\/revisions\/3354"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3353"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3353"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3353"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}