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I started a second site recently to practice my writing, something separate from here, where I was really gonna let loose. And then of course it was going to be so hugely successful and popular, I would get a book deal, and\/or a tv-writing gig. All my dreams coming true. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lol. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I just couldn’t find the energy though. To write consistently. To write about interesting things. I’m not finding much inspiration in life right now, so even though I wrote a few things, none of it was worthwhile. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I may try again in the future but for now I’ll just stick to my whiny ramblings here, with my cozy little bots and broken WordPress. This is home. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

In covid news, I’m still testing positive, which I guess is not that uncommon? I am also still kind of sick. Much better than last week but definitely not 100%. I’m actually quite grumpy about it all. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

But perhaps something good can come from this. Getting covid has been a bit of a wake up call. I know how unhealthy I’ve been this past year, but I’ve been very good at ignoring it. And I’m not just talking about my physical health. Mentally and emotionally, it’s been even worse. I can’t keep pretending everything is fine. everything is not fine. Maybe I would not have gotten this sick if I had been making better choices and taking better care of myself. I’ve been living in a dark place and it’s not good for any of us. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I am liking my eyebrows at least. They’re improving!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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