{"id":2590,"date":"2021-10-30T23:04:57","date_gmt":"2021-10-31T05:04:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/?p=2590"},"modified":"2022-07-23T18:40:09","modified_gmt":"2022-07-24T00:40:09","slug":"autumns-fingers-burnished","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/?p=2590","title":{"rendered":"Autumn&#8217;s fingers burnished"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I keep playing these three songs, over and over:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"THINK by KALEIDA (Official Audio)\" width=\"700\" height=\"394\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/1CurN2Fg-2E?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Robyn - Be Mine! (Live From The Cherrytree House)\" width=\"700\" height=\"394\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/OCtvP0pdPoA?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Robyn - Call Your Girlfriend (Official Video)\" width=\"700\" height=\"394\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/F6ImxY6hnfA?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Other music mixed in but mostly those three on repeat. And they&#8217;re all old songs! Why? Why do I keep listening to them? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tomorrow is Halloween. I&#8217;m sad October is ending. This is my favorite month, fall my favorite season, and we had a truly lovely autumn this year. But there&#8217;s this weird sense I have, of something ending. I can&#8217;t quite put my finger on it, but I feel it. Maybe it&#8217;s just Ryland. this being his last real &#8220;childhood&#8221; Halloween. Time marching on. It&#8217;s exhilarating and troubling. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1920\" height=\"2560\" src=\"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/img_1769-scaled.jpg\" alt=\"Autumn and the Last good day of the year \" class=\"wp-image-2589\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/img_1769-scaled.jpg 1920w, https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/img_1769-900x1200.jpg 900w, https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/img_1769-1800x2400.jpg 1800w, https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/img_1769-113x150.jpg 113w, https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/img_1769-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/img_1769-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/img_1769-1536x2048.jpg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1920px) 100vw, 1920px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I keep playing these three songs, over and over: Other music mixed in but mostly those three on repeat. And they&#8217;re all old songs! Why? Why do I keep listening&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2590","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2590","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2590"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2590\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2936,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2590\/revisions\/2936"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2590"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2590"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2590"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}