There\u2019s so much I want to say to you but I have no words.<\/p>\n
Actually that is not true. I have all the words. But I just don\u2019t have all that much to say. The silence and the darkness, they speak for me.<\/p>\n
There is this quote from Edna St Vincent Millay though:
\n\u201cWhere you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sometimes I go looking. I find little pieces of you, here and there. I gather them in, hold them close. I want them to saturate my skin but it\u2019s harder now. There just isn\u2019t enough. It\u2019s been too long. I still look though. I can\u2019t help it.<\/p>\n
I remember to forget and I forget so I can remember.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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