{"id":134,"date":"2004-10-25T15:13:18","date_gmt":"2004-10-25T23:13:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loafe.com\/wp\/?p=134"},"modified":"2004-10-25T15:13:18","modified_gmt":"2004-10-25T23:13:18","slug":"back-to-work","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.loafe.com\/?p=134","title":{"rendered":"back to work."},"content":{"rendered":"

I am going to have to face the sad reality of going back to work soon. Money is getting painfully tight and pretty soon we&#146re going to be choking, so I will need a job soon.<\/p>\n

But I don&#146t want to go back to work. I want to stay home with Ryland and be his mommy and take care of him and run errands and marvel at every little thing he does. I hate that Gordon doesn&#146t make enough money to support us all. Some of you may say &#147well, you should have waited to have a baby Christa&#148 and I say to you people &#147shut up&#148 and &#147mind your business.&#148 Besides, Ryland decided on his own he wanted to be born, and I had no control over his actions.<\/p>\n

Stupid money, it ruins everything.<\/p>\n

I kind of miss working, I miss having a place all of my own, away from everyone and everything, where my biggest worries are paperwork or getting some project done on time. But I imagine what it will be like to have to leave Ryland, in the care of someone far less superior, and how he will miss me and I won&#146t be there for him and it kills me. I know he&#146ll be just fine and he won&#146t forget I&#146m his mother, but knowing that doesn&#146t stop me from thinking it.<\/p>\n

But you gotta do what you gotta do and hope everything turns out okay. The next step is finding a job that pays enough and lets me work somewhat flex.<\/p>\n

I&#146ve decided that the reason for the Red Sox success is because of Ryland. What is different this year that hasn&#146t happened any other year before? One thing: Ryland&#146s birth. Therefore, Ryland is the savior.<\/p>\n

In a few more weeks, we&#146re off to Boston! Yay!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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