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You have
to forget about what other people say, when you're supposed to die,
or when you're supposed to be loving. You have to forget about all
these things. You have to go on and be crazy. Craziness is like
heaven. 12-28-00 I didn't go to work today. sort of sick christa is now full-on sick christa. I slept all day long. I feel miserable. blah blah blah, you know the story. oh but the good thing is I rubbed vicks vaporub all over my chest and neck, so that was fun. i love vicks. it's the best. i hate hate hate HATE that stupid pepsi girl. you know who i'm talking about. I want her to die. and now they have KISS doing commercials? it hurts me. that new commerical with KISS, it makes ME want to die. what were those marketing people thinking anyway? how can people like that even exist? I don't understand. I just don't understand. so here is a picture of christa tonight (Thursday December 28th, 2000) dying her sick death in her sick bedroom in her sick bed. be warned: it is the scariest picture to date. and I wonder why I have no one around to take care of me. sheesh. note to self: get better looking. i am the WORST present giver. I mean, I give great presents when I actually get around to giving them. I just have a problem with the giving them part. I don't know why. the thing about staying in bed all day sleeping means that come 10:30 at night, you feel not as tired, especially if you're miss cjm. and i'm miss cjm. i need to sleep though, or else I'm doomed. dooooooomed. I don't get why people like to hurt my feelings. maybe I'm too sensitive. I think that's it. that must be it. that has to be it. otherwise, it just feels like the whole world is against me. so I need to stop being so sensitive. that should be a new year's resolution. okay i'm making a deal with my body. you stop coughing body, and I will feed you the finest foods and take you to the best stores and the nicest bathrooms and rub the creamiest lotions on you. okay? is it a deal?
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