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what you don't have you don't need it now. -u2 11-08-00 whew. I am so glad Gore won the election. this is not denial at all. Gore won. he's gonna be president and stupid dumb whiny george bush didn't win, nope, he sure didn't (this is much easier than moving to canada and I cannot continue to talk about this fucking election without crying so I am going to stop). that song by u2, beautiful day (from which the above quote is taken), makes me very very happy to listen to. I just love it so much. I leave for tucson in about five hours. my excitement is beyond description, and I was really really happy and in good spirits for much of the day. but now, I just am sad. partly election stuff, but mostly, I just...argh. I don't even know. I'm trying very hard to be okay with everything, with how things turned out, but it is a struggle for me and I simply cannot escape the fact that what I most want right now is something I don't have and it hurts me and I think "well I don't need it" but inside I am screaming because that is exactly what I need. I still have more packing (lots more) to do, but I just wanted to remind everyone about my blah blah sadness, in case you forgot. so now you've been reminded. tucson awaits me.
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