be faithful to that which exists nowhere but in yourself. -andre gide

09-26-00
3:00am est

what I have stuck in my head right now: "oooh, the cat came back the very next day, yeah the cat came back they thought he was a goner but the cat came back the very next day..."

it seems everyone I know either has a house of their own or is getting one. it makes me insanely jealous and envious and crazy and I want that so bad, I want a house and I wanna paint and fix things and make a garden and have a big yard and all of that. I really want my own house. like, super bad.

so I discovered that my bedroom window looks into the bathroom of the neighbor's house. I can see them whenever they take a dump. I say that only because I've never seen anyone pee, just poop. how many people I am comfortable with seeing me poop: 0, but apparently how many cats I am comfortable with seeing me poop: 2.

I did a new design for loafe. Actually, that is a lie. This is sort of an old design from some old stuff of mine, just with different colors. It isn't really a design either. some boxes and some colors and some empty space. you know, whatever. at least it isn't so orange anymore. and all those tables were driving me absolutely mad.

I still have the first message he left me (it may have been the only one actually). I can't listen to it, but I haven't deleted it yet. the voice mail system will delete it soon enough. it's better that way, for it all to be taken out of my hands.

OH! I bought tonight the best thing in the world. A jeff buckley DVD with concert footage and all sorts of cool stuff. only $16.99. so now I own TWO DVDs! yeehaw!

apparently no one wants FREE STUFF. very cool FREE STUFF. sure it was meant for someone else but who cares? It's FREE STUFF. also, if I already know you, YOU DO NOT COUNT. maybe I should do some kind of contest.

the packers have won their last two games. I guess that private pep talk I gave them all last week really helped. Also, because I'm an idiot, I could have watched the arizona-green bay game on FOX on Sunday only I didn't because I'm an idiot.

I bet we're lonesome for lists already, aren't we? tune in tomorrow and maybe I help you out. I don't think you can actually "tune in" to loafe. how about you show up sometime, probably late evening, and maybe we have lists. and maybe we don't.

one of the coolest movies in the world: the usual suspects. the only thing that bugs me about that movie (plot detail about to be revealed), after thinking about it...well see, the whole reason for the big job on the boat was for keyser soze to kill the one guy who could positively ID him, right? but now like...fifty different people can ID keyser soze, after he leaves the station. so that makes no sense.

okay I'm done for now.

 

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