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Deep inside
each one of us is someone striving to do absolutely nothing. 01-24-01 walking to work after school on Monday, I stopped in Subway to buy myself a good old subway sandwich. so I get my sandwich and I get a drink and I get a bag of chips. it's cold outside and my hands are cold and I didn't have any gloves and I wanted to pull my hands up inside my jacket. I took the subway bag and tied it to my bookbag and stuck the soda in the crook of my arm and pulled my hands into the sleeves of my jacket. I was very very hungry. the whole walk to work (it's about 20 mins) all I was thinking about was my sandwich, how good it would taste and how I would eat it and not be hungry and there'd be lots of pickles. so I finally get to work and after settling in, I go to get my sandwich and it was gone! it must have dropped somewhere. now, I was not ready to give that sandwich up, so I pulled on my jacket and went to look around and see if I could find it. I backtracked and came to a street, where in the middle my smashed subway sandwich was found. it was so sad. there it was, smashed all over the place, poor little sandwich, ruined, not in my tummy. I wanted to cry. so school and work and everything--it is keeping me pretty busy. it's been good. i'm feeling kinda happy. my life seems to be on an upswing. I'm scared of course that any second now everything will just sort of fall apart and I won't know what to do. for right now though, I think I'll just shut up and let things be good. I am so tired I can barely think right now. i have to go to bed. i'll try for a real update tomorrow. I will, I promise! g'nite.
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